greetings all,
it seems that life continues to throw curves at me even now.
coming off of a wonderful gig at the lily pad in cambridge, ma. i LOVE this project. i’m creating a repertoire that seems to really suit me, as opposed to my trying to step into a musical space that perhaps does not fit. we missed ken field (flute) and ara sarkissian (piano) for this past outing, and were joined by rach azrak (flute), and josh rosen (piano). with the expanded band (i finally have a ‘horn section’) new vistas open, and we are having TONS of fun with beautiful arrangements by russ gershon.
we introduced a new composition, music by phil neighbors (drums), and lyrics by yours truly, which was VERY well received.
i want to play and work this project for as long as i am here, and then hopefully be able to move it (conceptually) to europe with me. i’ve not been able to grasp the ‘booking’ magic. perhaps i’m too polite, not pushy enough, i don’t know, but i LONG for an agent/manager to help with this.
anyway, the show was videotaped, and i should be posting some of that footage shortly. in other news…
i will be seen in a local film by Brian Neuls, entitled ‘Modern American Outlaws’ – http://filmman.wordpress.com/ it is a tiny, but VERY juicy scene, that i am very proud of.
i am in treatment for my ulcer (damnable thing), have gained some pounds back, and have been diligently looking for work. and so, here at the end of my battle for freedom, it seems the ex-husband and the 4 year divorce have beaten me.
a number of events have combined to make it impossible for me to maintain my apartment, so i’ve given it up effective december 1st. i am now a gypsy, flitting about and crashing on the sofa’s of my friends. now most people do this in their 20’s. i face it now, at 51, through a set of ridiculous circumstances. i’ve been looking DILIGENTLY for a job, for the past 7 months. in combination with the expenditure of cash to pay for 3 of the 5 diagnostic imaging sessions it took to simply LOCATE the ulcer (BCBS only covered 2), paying for my mothers funeral and post-mortem debts, and covering rent during my recovery, i’m completely broke. wow. hadn’t planned on that. SO, i organized and sold almost all of my ‘worldly possessions’. everything but some clothing. my art prints and my piano are being stored by amazing friends.
currently i’m working on a number of different ideas. now, we all know that even though i was the BEST office manager/executive assistant, to the right person; that i am ALIVE only onstage. i’ve been trying to move to europe for quite some time now (since 2007), and am working on getting there as soon as possible.
i have been offered work there. real work, MUSICAL work. sometimes i feel that i should have stayed in Paris in 1981, but you know all about hindsight.
in the meantime, i’ve upgraded this page, so the ‘music’ page, is really there now, and my updates and posts will improve as well.
curious to see how this finishes for me.
bright blessings to you all. stay warm, snug and cozy. more soon:-)

